You say you love me
You say you love me,
I don’t hear your words,
I don’t see your actions,
I cannot understand,
How can you say such a thing,
I lie on my bed,
Thinking about you
Still wondering how you can say that,
I thought people in love did so much more,
Spend time together,
Talked on the phone,
Anything possible,
As long as it’s with them,
Perhaps if they didn’t see each other,
As often as they’d like,
When they did get together,
Fireworks would go off,
But that doesn’t happen,
Between you and I,
When the rare occasion comes,
I stay waiting for you,
You run off with your friends,
I am a second thought,
After you have your fun,
I am a back up,
In case you get bored,
You say you love me,
I do not see it,
Everything you do shows something else,
People who love each other cherish the time they
have,
They spend time with each other,
Not run off somewhere else,
Yet that’s what happens,
When that rare time comes,
I don’t see a glimpse of you,
As if you hadn’t been there at all,
That’s when it hurts the most,
When I want to hold you so much,
And you go off without a word,
Couples in love don’t do that to each other,
You are afraid to say things in your own voice,
Telling me you love me or that you miss me,
Is one thing you cannot do,
If it’s your true feelings,
Then why can’t you express them,
If I feel something inside of me,
I cannot hold it in,
I have to tell the person I care for the most,
And that would be you,
You listen without response,
Just a murmur here and there,
You can’t say anything,
About feeling the same,
Written in notes or emails even,
I see what you write,
But without your voice behind it,
The words don’t mean much,
Anyone can say what they want to online,
But only true feelings can anyone say in person,
So how should I reply to all of these things,
Should I sit in the background and see what you
do,
Or jump right in and let my feelings be known,
As you can see,
I am pouring out my heart,
All of my confusion,
Thinking about you,
Trying to figure out how I should feel,
I am using my brain and not my heart,
My heart is taking over and I see the choice
clearly,
If you love me, I love you,
Show me you love me,
And you will see my love for you,
I don’t want to get hurt,
By opening up and being vulnerable,
But I want to so you can see,
And open up too,
I want to see who you are,
Inside and out,
Understand everything about you,
It’s all up to you,
Tell me all you are,
What you think,
Anything and everything,
And it will be love.
~Cyborg
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